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What Your Breath Says About Your Ability to Receive

7/27/2016

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I have been doing a lot of personal work around the concept of abundance and prosperity and how that is defined and lived out. This road has taken me on many different personal inward journeys. I have looked at my relationship with money and how that has affected my ability to be or not be financially solvent. I have asked questions regarding the messages I received growing up surrounding money; the attitude that money seemed to create in my household; the roller coaster ride that money took my dad on over and over again. I have dug deep to discover that I saw money as inherently bad. That all it seemed to do was own people's moods and there did not really seem to be any "pay off" for the ride. It was the most expensive ticket one could buy and all it offered was a bumpy ride with no thrills. It was only negative emotions that were experienced on that ride: fear, anger, and disappointment. I didn't see joy or pleasure or ease. And this relationship that I had with money played out and was demonstrated in my actions of always giving money away - in one way or another - I was sending money out but not comfortable letting money in, so to speak.​

And in doing this work, I began a meditation practice around it and discovered that if I viewed money as breath that somehow it made more sense. That there is an inhale and an exhale to money. That money must go out in order for money to come in. And the money must come in in order for money to go back out. Like breathing. We can't ONLY inhale. Neither can we ONLY exhale. We will die. The cycle requires the flow of breath - the Inhale and the Exhale. Wow. I thought I had really hit something. It felt like I had found the gold in the earth...that I had chiseled into the mountainside and found the nugget of truth and hope - the nugget that would bring me the money. I stood there like the character in Jerry McGuire and screamed,  "SHOW ME THE MONEY!" 

It didn't take me very long before I began to widen this concept from money to the simple definition and act of receiving. Was I comfortable receiving? Or was I more comfortable giving? It only took one round of heart chakra work to enlighten me and bring the shocking truth (at least shocking to me) to my doorstep. I was NOT comfortable receiving. Even saying "I am safe to give and receive love" stopped me in my tracks. I literally gasped for air each and every time I came to the word receive in that sentence. Surely that personal revelation was felt on the richter scale. Tell me that somebody at some earthquake reading site - felt the 10 on the scale and the seismic shift inside me. 

And that was when my real work began. Turns out I REALLY like to give. I like to give of my heart, my time, my physical effort, my money, my words, my presence, my material possessions, my very being. And I expect nothing in return. Not only do I not expect it: I can't receive it. I feel gross receiving it. I feel gross receiving a compliment, a payment from a client, a hug, a thank you, a present, a kiss, a warm embrace of compassion. And once I saw that it was so present in my life - the revelations began to unfold as quickly as my heart and mind could keep up.

As this idea really began to permeate my soul - I recognized that my breath was a perfect example of the way I lived. I BREATHED AS I LIVED. And I began to wonder - how many of us do this exact thing? And what does our way of breathing tell us about ourselves and our openness in this world? In yoga, we talk about breath constantly. It is integral to the practice of yoga. Our movements are tied to our breath. We are cued. We are reminded. We are trained to pay attention to our breath. And it was in yoga class one Monday afternoon that it hit me: I don't even spend as much time inhaling breath as I do exhaling it. My body is literally uncomfortable if I spend 5-7 counts inhaling; and yet, I can exhale for 7-9 seconds very easily and comfortably. I have no problem giving my air to the world. But my body reacts to the physiological act of receiving breath. WOW. AGAIN. I was dumbfounded. And so excited. Suddenly this abstract principal became very clear and real. I could work on learning to inhale. I could do breath work and begin to get comfortable taking air in - receiving oxygen into my system. This one physical act could allow my heart and mind to understand that receiving is good - not bad. And every time I breathe - I am reminded that receiving is necessary; that it is fruitful. Receiving actually brings me life.

Pay attention to your breath. Do you feel comfortable inhaling and exhaling? Is one more comfortable for you over the other? Do you see this pattern in your life outside of your breath? Do you operate this way in more than one aspect? Our body constantly gives us away. I encourage to pay attention. We have so much to learn and share with one another. And I for one am excited to take in what others have learned.

Reblogged with permission from Off the Mat.
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Losing My Religion, from Christi

7/15/2016

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For the past two mornings, I've been woken up earlier than usual with the song "Losing My Religion" playing in my head. I haven't heard that song in ages, though I really like it.

The first time, I didn't think much of it. It's a song I've liked since it first came out, and REM is one of my favorite bands. I thought it was strange, since I haven't heard it in forever, but I've listened to it a lot, and it's burned into my brain.

Today, though, I had to ask myself the significance. If you need a refresher, here's the
video.

"Losing my religion" is a Southern phrase equivalent to "being at the end of my rope." Given everything in the news these days, I can admit it's how I find myself feeling at times. I feel that it's a reminder to stay centered in meditation and prayer.

Clients and friends have been talking to me about feeling helpless and lost, given all that's going on in the world. Now, more than ever, it's time to anchor the light.

Who's with me?
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QHHT and possibilities for healing

7/2/2016

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The more I (Christi, that is) practice QHHT, the more I am blown away by the wisdom imparted by the Subconscious. I was talking to Laura about this; that while under hypnosis, the Subconscious gives the client indications how to clear their energy and make better choices--most often meditation, clearing mental clutter, having fun, and radiating love. However, after the session, the client doesn't always know how to actually implement this into their lives.

Then it hit me: Life Coaching would be very helpful after QHHT to make a game plan to implement needed changes and benefit from support while making them. We're working on putting together packages to incorporate these modalities. 

What do you think? ​
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